Um.. if you wanna hear why I have no chance of EVER caring what people think of me, read on.. if not..don't read it.. I don't care..I'm just gonna vent.
Ok.. My views don't always go along with ANY of my family's views..some of the views are very narrow Minded and I get this all the time "You side with the gays enough and people are going to talk about you!
I said, Mom..I don't give flying piece of fuck WHAT people think, If truly did, I never would have made it through grade school.. The kids were horrible, and how was I supposed to even try , I wanted to die..I balled up in a little curled up spot, waiting to flyaway back to Jesus arms..
But I digress.. If I did CARE what everyone said I would have committed suicide many years ago. People don't care what the say.. and the words are longer lasting than they ever. Heck I still hear those voices, "BONEY JONEY" or "You're so Dumb" or the teachers telling me I was dumb...that was about enough to make me want to die right there,
After graduation I had noticed some health problems..well there had been some health problems too but hadn't had enough time to dr about them. So once I did start dr-ing I found out I had a lot of med probs. yay..already knew that. (I'm getting WAY off my main rant...oh well)So anyway.. yeah.. more depressing things. Soon there was more things to get the things said to me again. "If you say/do things like that those things will make people talk.
Now there is this controversy over Chick-Fil-A that homophobic chicken food place. I can't believe they can stand that way. Today the Upper Or Higest idiot on their vp of spokes people died of a heart attack. hehe I know..not good to laugh about pppl dying but these people are DISCRIMINANT based on WHO PEOPLE LOVE how wrong is that!!!
John 13:34 A new commandment I give you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you are to love one another.
John 13:35 By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.
John 15:12 This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you.
John 15:17 These things I command you, so that you will love one another.
And with that.. one more rant. IF I cared what Everybody thought about me.. I'd never leave the freaking house in fear that I might have done something wrong.
The reason I feel so strong about this is that I so truly cannot see MY GOD AND SAVOIR AND JESUS CHRIST I cannot see our God doing these things, like damning Gay Lesbian or Bisexual or Tran sexual living. They (if they can live a happy life with ought having people throw sticks and rocks and trying to tie them to fence posts out in the middle of nowhere or brand them with branding irons. Also, I have a LOT of friends who are gay, and I do have some family that is Gay as well..and I love them just the same as I do as the rest of my friends and family.
I feel the same way about any discrimination shown towards Blacks, or any colored skinned person..you are a human the same as me and the rest of my family. Also here... I have black and Mexican family.. they mean the world to me too!
So.. If you have a problem with me,my beliefs or whatever.. then well...get over it. because I'm not changing I love my family and my friends...
