Oh boy..so last night I was working on getting some stuff working on my pc, blogged probably.. I don't really remember. Anyway. I surfed POF..I sorta remember that. Anyway. What i do remember.. I saw a guy who I had gotten a message from previously, messaged him back, then surfed on there. Saw another guy on there, he was CUTE. Kind of rugged looking, nice..but his profile said something about "dirty mouth dirty mind but a really nice guy." So THIS is the last thing I clearly remember. I don't remember anything about it this morning when I wake up, am getting my email and i have 3 emails from this dating site. OOOHH boy..things are kind of coming back to me now.. I remember waking up at 2:30 am and seeing my pc still on sitting beside me and I just shut it. I kind of just thought..ook. strange..but whatever. I remembered getting some freeware games for my laptop..and then it came back to me what I did. OH SHIT! I answered my first email, the one from the guy who I had been emailing with. That was fine.. just joking back and forth. 2nd one was still with that one. Kind of more flirty but still joking. He's really sweet.. not the usual kind of guy I visit with but very nice so far. Farther away *still in SD* but I have warned him about the sleeping pill stuff. Anyway. I opened up the 3rd email and SHITTTTTT WOW What did I write! He's all WOW you don't look like that kind of girl, wow that'd be great and lets hook up soon and get together! So I went back and read my email. Oh My GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW Where did that come from! Well.. Um.. So..Yep.. So I had to try to figure out WHY I wrote that..who hacked it..or what. Then I realized it was the sleeping pill..and I am gonna see how fast I can get out of taking them off them or whatever. I emailed him asap and said that I had taken a sleeping pill. i was so sorry, obviously this was not my usual self and that I really was sooo sorry (About 31 times said sorry) and that it was very unbelievable that I could even do something like that.
SO
Now I am gonna try to ween myself off this stuff. YAY. They told me ambien could do that..but I never really had any problems till I got my topomax upped. (migraine medicine that really is working GREAT) So..it's either no sleep or migraines. smh (lam ans terms shake my head) Either that or start drinking heavily. With all my medicine that I take..Probably better to take the tylenol pm and skip the drinking heavily.
There is a litter of kittens in the neighborhood, too cute, a white one and a bunch of grey ones, sooo precious. Hope the skunks don't get them. Finally got the skunk trap back to the police.
Um..what else is new..I think the only person reading this is my sister Laurel..so..Hi sis..hehe. I still am not POSITIVE so will not get TOO personal in it..hehe
Danny was telling us that M.B. Oberlander was working at the show (Batman Dark Night Rises) here in town the night we were there, She said that Joseph Littlefeather showed up, in his trenchcoat, scared the CRAP out of the out of towners who came for the show, as they didn't know him, and had no clue he was just there for the show and not a koo-koo there to massacre people. She said it was kinda funny cuz ppl were staring at him and he was just acting like a normal person. He wears it all the time, nothing abnormal, and so it was kinda like whatever and the ppl were freaking out.
Got the bedroom done pretty much from what mess I had. Broke one of my VERY favorite JFK plates :( made me almost cry.
I guess am using this mostly to vent and talk about what my daily life is about and maybe somebody will see this sometime and maybe something I said will help them.
Good night and God Bless;
Joanie
