Thursday, September 20, 2012

Seeing is believing..Part Uno

I know I should be getting some shut eye and resting before my trip to minnesota..but i have been reading a book called "I never believed in Ghosts until..." and it just makes me want to write down my experiences and share them. People just would never believe them. LOL But they are so special. And the human mind is faulty, so if we don't write things down, we are bound to forget them. Even now I'm not sure where to start.

I think we should begin with .. When I was a youngster ..say probably about 3 years old, I was lying in my grandma's chair, *was a little girl* and supposed to be taking a nap, but wasn't tired at all, so was bored and waiting for grandma to come back into the living room and play. I layed there for a while and all of a sudden I saw my grandpa (Who died before I was born) come out of grandma's bedroom (he never even lived in this house! She even had another husband who died too after grandpa!) and was making a SHH face at me, and kind of smiling. He was almost transparent.  I remember thinking grandma would get so mad if he came in the kitchen where she was and he scared her because she got scared easy! But he went in there anyway, and she didn't hollar!

My 2nd experience was at Meodra ND with Mom and Grandma , not sure how old I was, but pretty young.. we were taking the tour of the Marquis De More house there, and as we went upstairs, the tour guide was explaining about the different parts of the house, I was looking around, when I saw a young ..maybe 5 to 7 year old blonde haired girl, her hair was in ringlettes she was dressed in clothing from the time period of that time. She looked at me, smiled and waved, and then walked into one of the rooms so I followed her, but the room was blocked off, and there was no way out, i peeked under the bed and there was no closet or anything so there was no way for her to hide! I was confused, but it was so intreguing! I kind of thought it had to be a ghost then.

Third expeirence, 4th grade, Mrs Podoll's Class, we were on a class outing to the Mandan Indian Village and state capitol. It was very Interesting..lets just say very cool for me. At the village, we were supposed to get a "lesson" in one of the teepees, I wanted to go in, but kept getting this sick feeling. I stood in the entrance, but I couldn't make myself go in. Finally she hollered at me to get in there. I said i don't feel good. She said just come in. There was a COLD rush and then something just right about heart level just peirced into my body, and suctioned through me.. it was the strangest feeling I ever had. I went in afterwards because I HAD to sit down.. was in a cold sweat, and just dizzy and icky feeling, about ready to pass out. I think that was a spirit passing through me.

After this, the experieces are kind of mixed, the dates are all over the places so I won't date them and just will say another experience and so on.

One time I was at the Custer House in Bismarck, had a nephew with me, I won't name names so he won't be "embaressed" anyway,  we were walking down the main staircase, when we were both shoved aside as "something" went up on the other side. He (my ne'w) says to me "Did you feel that?"  I said, yep! LOL! So.. It isn't just me..lol!

I have seen several faces of ancestors here at the house..different occasions..

One time I was visiting with my mom while she was in her bedroom and I was in the kitchen, we were talking about her day at work..just visiting about whatever..she came out of her room but she walked out into the back room and didn't turn on the light when she went in so I thought I'd turn it on for her so she could see, as it was night time..only, when I followed her in there, and turned on the light, she wasn't in there..FREAKY..I had followed a shadow creature in there. Mom was still in the bedroom. Yeah I screamed.

One night when I was listening to some audio book with the lights off in my bedroom, had the covers up and was getting mellowed out..I kind of had a weird feeling..like somebody was watching me. I rolled over and looked up. There was a spirit right beside me. I said, YOU cannot be here. You have no right to be here. My bedroom is my spiritual ground. Please Leave. It left. I haven't had anymore problems with invaders at night. You have to tell them though or they can watch you sleep..it's creepy.

I had an experience one time when my sister had a half a house she rented..she let me sleep downstairs while I was there..was great except that there was a soldier that was practicing his marching all night and day in the livingroom there too..noisy as all get out. Well it didn't bother them. LOL

Oh yeah..one time there was a teacher who had passed away...I was in a resteraunt a few weeks later, and saw his wife there, said hello. Sat down with mom, was eating..and felt the urge to look back over my shoulder at his wife again. There was my dearly departed teacher,sitting with his wife. He looked at me and waved, I shook my head in disbelief, at how crisp and clear his image was, not faded and see through. I just smiled and winked. I looked back and mom,her eyes got big as she realized what I had seen just by the way I looked at her and then I looked back, and he was looking sweetly at is wife. Looked at mom again, and looked at him again and he was gone. :S I miss him. :S


Also..I was riding back with my sister from Dickinson one time..i think she was driving..anyways...I learned not to scream when I see spirits on the side of the road..lol Freaked the shit out of her. LOL

Oh well..will probably think of more sometime.. I can't really write the ones that I have done for cases in sandpit..but will do ones that I have done personally. The end of part one....

Friday, September 14, 2012

I feel like I'm 80..and soon will look more the part.

Yes, I am getting harder and harder of hearing.


Let me explain things to y'all if you don't know the story.
When I was young..like maybe..5..I was little..like the size of a 2 or 3 year old. I wasn't growing right. We didn't know it yet, but I had growth hormone issues, and would have to take shots for the rest of my life. Anyway, my mother, she did the best she could. Single mom, her mom was there for us, my sister "Lauren" moved to "Brennan", so we were all alone here. She (Mom) worked her job at the local grocery store and then came home to take care of me at night. Grandma was married to her second husband "Harry" and they were having fun, more power to them! So, I was sent off to the babysitter, as it should be. ANYWAY.. on to the point.

At said babysitter's "Connie Pierson, and her hubby Pat, and daugher Carleen and son Billy" they all treated me well.. I behaved as well as a youngster could, ya know. I got in a little trouble here and there, but I remember sitting on Pat's knee and watching football and he would push his glasses up on his nose and say, this is a great sport, I hope you can appreciate sports someday J! I don't know why he cared. LOL So His daughter Carleen was something else..she was spoiled beyond words..and she thought I was her dolly or baby or something because I was so tiny. She'd take me and brush my hair and clean me up and one day, she cleaned my ears out with q-tips. Yep..here's where the story comes. She popped my ear drums. I didn't know anything bad happened at the time I guess..I don't remember.. I just complained when I got home that my ears hurt really bad mom said, so she took me to the dr. They examined me and said one of my eardrums was burst totally,and the other was scarred badly. I suffered with ear infections my early years up to my late teens, and still occasionally get some now. (am in my 30's.). Carleen never got in a lick of trouble..and still just loves the heck out of me when she sees me.
  
I was also in band. Horrible for the ears if you have hearing problems. I always had tintinitis. My ears and hearing were always a problem. If there is background noise I have a hard time hearing but if it is completely silent I can hear great. Anyway...

Was out with one of my good gf's..we were shooting her gun,and I didn't  (I know .. so stupid..don't get after me!) wear the hearing protectors for the first shots..STUPID.. blew out the right eardrum again. DUMB  Couldn't hear a damn thing out of that ear. So...I guess. That one is my fault. LOL.

So Grandma was visiting with me a while back and is telling me about the "hearing aid man"that comes to the "senior center" and does free hearing tests. I said, I think I need to go..I really am having a hard time hearing lately. She said you don't have any problems. I said, yeah, I do grandma..it's worse than you know. she just smiled and said ok I will let you know. (He comes once a month I think) So she tells me AFTER the next time he came. I said, Hey..I thought you were going to let me go see him! She says, You weren't serious were you?? Mom and I both said, Yes! Mom said, " She does have hearing problems, and she's constantly saying, What did you say? huh? What? So I think she needs some help!" So Grandma finally got the hint that I wasn't goofing or somehting, and said she would let me know. This morning she called and said Vern would see me at 12:30. Cool I said, and got ready to go.

I got there and Grandma says, so where's mom:? you came alone? WTF? I'm like..Yeah. I'm 34..I'm a grown woman, and have a medical appointment. I think I can go by my self!
she says, well Vern wants me to come in after the appointment to talk to him. I said, ok..whatever. So I go in,and tell him about my history, and he said, yeah, I'm sure you do have some hearing problems, He did the tests, about an hours worth of them, and by the time we got done, I was almost ready to cry, I had a lot of errors, problems, had 2 words wrong on one side and 1 on the other when I thought one posssible error total on the both.. I knew it would be bad but oh well..lets get it over with!! Then he let grandma in, and she's all smiling like See you don't have anything wrong, it was all in your head. He sat her down and told her what was wrong with me and told her what he told me, that I will need aids in both ears. YEOUCH ..  I was hoping not both, but maybe one to increase the sound in it..oh well. He said I can't hardly hear a thing out of the one but the other is ok. The problem is like people usually speak on about a 50 to 60 decibles level and I need nearly a 70 to 80 on one ear and more on the other to hear clearly. no wonder i keep screwing up what people are saying.
SO..he's going to call my insurances and see if he can't talk them into trying to help me with it.....then he'll write me later. :S
They won't be the super styleish invisible ones either..but hell..I will be able to hear..I don't give a shit.
Anyway...wanted to update y'all....
"The "Paranormal:Chica..with all sortsa oldlady problems..lol

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Love life, or the lack thereof.

As I was just telling my friend the other day, there's a lot of freaks in the sea..just go fishing for one!
Yeah..there are. I get emails from them ALL the time. Plenty of fish is about the only dating site that sends me emails any more and they all almost are the same. All except this one charmer.. Countryfarmboy or something like that.. I keep getting messages from him. Not answering them but he keeps sending them,Got to block him. Anyway, he likes to wear makeup and paint his nails! YaY~ NOT..  Pew..ick...So..am selectively answering any of them. Read all previews before you talk to ppl. Their screen names are so deceiving !!

I've had a few relationships..if you can call them that. Been on a few nice dates. Been on some F'n SCARY STUPID ones.. lol. And for the sake of laughter I will repeat them for you now. Names changed to protect the dumb-idiots

Barry I did enjoy the first part of the relationship, it was nice, we made out quite a bit and it was nice..I was the aggressor tho when we first met..:S poor guy, didn't know what hit him. :D He was new in town, and I said, well,if you want me to show you around, let me know, I've lived here my whole life. Sure enough he needed showing around. Get your mind out of the gutter! LOL We were "together"  for quite a while but nobody really knew about it around town because he NEVER wanted to be seen with me. WTF.He would go to the show, but that was it, and wouldn't hold my hand or lean over by me, rub feet or legs together or nothing, so I leaned so far away from him he wondered what was wrong, I told him I wanted to puke. He said can I take you home? I said no. Then next time I asked him to go to the show, a week ahead of time, like the day that they announced what the show was going to be, he said, no i have plans out of town, so I said ok, that's fine i guess. He showed up at the show with some other smoking *(not hot, but fat) sow. So i was so upset I broke things off with him for some reasons like not wanting to be seen in public with me (dumb) and treating me weird lately..(and some other things I won't say on here) so...that was it.

Then there was more Internet dating.. rampant Internet dating.. lol I think I have gone on 3 total..hehe.

There was the guy from Glen Ullen. We'll call him Steve. He worked as a helicopter repairman in the jungle (Ecuador and Peru) and came back every 3 months for a month off and was soo hot! He came for a date during boss cowman, but he also had a bunch of friends and family there from glen ullen.. He had visited with me for about 3 moths too online, very sweet guy and once in a while we still talk online when I see he's there. The date was awesome, he was at the dance, texted me, K was there, and so was Barry, it was shortly after we'd broken up, and he was trying to get back together, so when Steve came running over and gave me this HUGE hug, Barry walked off and hung his poor little head.  EVIL LAUGH. Steve was sweet,I explained what was going on, and he hung around a while and visited before going off to find the rest of his friends.  I kind of wish we could have danced but as it looked, I think Steve had had a few before he even got to Lemmon. HEHE

Then there was a date that happened from Myspace, need I say more? I saw him on the myspace personals, he was from Hettinger, a local town, so I thought what the heck. I looked at the guys pics, OK looking younger guy (Like 2 years younger..i'm no cougar) shaved head, but he didn't look like he was too bad ..kinda over weight, but not super heavy..was lifting weights in one pic. OK, it'd been a LONG time since i'd gone on a date. So. What the heck. We had a lot in common. History, Paranormal interests..so i chatted him up for a few days, then email, then we talked on the phone for a few days. Not bad. Kinda hard to understand,but not bad. he said he had a bum leg, but I never could understand what the fuck he was saying about it. So whatever..we decided to meet, there was going to be a blackhawk helicopter flyover, and he was coming to town anyway, to bring some pc's back for Some people as he and his daddy do pc work for ppl and they do some for lemmon ppl. So..I was gonna go out with FRED. WOW. Ok..He'd pick me up at the house..(I didn't have a car then) F-U-C-K!What the hell happened to his face! He got hit with the ugly stick several times...shit. I felt sorry for him..His teeth were rotten, *not so in the pic* he was about 3x fatter.. he had a pimply face, and they were really red. No hair, kinda able to see spots where there were earrings all over in his face too! WTF! So.. we went ghost hunting first, and I almost lmao! He fell right away when I pointed out that there was a wire right in front of him! SHEISH! Anyway..then went to the museum, cuz I didn't want to be alone with the creep, then went to the pit stop and sat for quite a while and drank soda and waited for the freaking helicopters..where he quoted my favorite quote yet. Ya gotta think this quote in a backwoods southern accent."On a scale of one to ten, one being hot, and ten not, How hot do you think I am?" Now imagine me red faced and spitting pop through my nose..and trying to be nice. Yeah..I said,"5" Ok, he says, i can understand that. ROTFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The date ended shortly after that!

Next was Felix..not a cat..A nice police officer. yep He was a sweet guy from MT, who I would have madly fell in love with if it wouldn't have been for..he insisted that I move to MT with him..I couldn't do that. We hit it off great..we just drove around, sat in the car and talked, we'd already talked on the phone several times, and emailed a ton, but it just wasn't to be. He was a real keeper.

The first real keeper that I really did love..he was Michael. I am using his real name. I doubt he would ever find my page if he is still alive. I look for him occasionally when I miss him. He hurt my feelings and we had an argument and I got a virus on my pc after that, I reformatted and when I went to put my stuff back on, I changed my hotmail address and i lost his address as he had his blocked. I saw a few months after our argument that he had gone up to my fotki (my graphics site) and left me a lovely message...it still makes me cry to think about it. He was a widowed police officer..lost his wife and child by a drunk driver. We got along just beautifully, but he went out with his co-officers and got supremely drunk one night and I said something about who drove him home when he was that drunk. Hope he had a dd..he got all mad at me and called me such a bitch, what a whore..stuff like that. I said cool it off, you're drunk. I didn't ever get to talk to him again. I've looked for him on the Internet all over the place, and it makes me sick to wonder if he is dead or what. He lived somewhere by Mitchell sd. I would even be ok knowing he's happily married..just to know he's ok. We always signed off when we got done talking at night with Love you sweetie. As you can tell..miss him a lot.

There was also the soil specialist that I will call Mark. He was on his way home from Rapid City, and knew Lemmon was on the way to Bismarck, so thought I would be a nice diversion. LOL WTF. Anyway..he was really nice, and we visited a lot on email and chat. I still even remember his email addy after all these years.. lol. He was just going through a divorce with his wife. She had slept with his best friend while he was gone working and he found them when he came home, said he wanted to go get the gun, but not to shoot them, to shoot himself instead. He said if he wasn't good enough for her anymore what good was he for anymore. He was very depressed. We met at the powderhorn. He had visited with me for quite some time during that "date" and said it was quite therapeutic. It was very nice...he was very nice looking...I guess I'm kind of a therapeutic person?? He visited with me via email and chatting for about a year and then finally they had stopped the divorce proceedings, and they got back together, which was what we had discussed that very date day..I was so happy for him, as he couldn't see his life any other way besides him his boys and his wife, and he forgave her for her indiscretion, and he said his friend was very drunk, as was his wife, and he decided he was going to work in Bismarck from now on and keep the driving for someone else..So i haven't seen him since then..what a shame..he was hot. LOL

Then there was that one night stand with that guy Laslo..but we won't get into that.. 0.o

Anyway...there's been dates..but nothing special. If I saw Michael again...that'd probably be it..but that's doubtful. I've even emailed people on face book with the same last name from that area but they won't email me back.I look online on the white pages app in the surrounding states, and really haven't seen anything..so that probably isn't a good sign.. :'(

I'll hope things are better for me and my single friend.. most my classmates and ppl i know around my age are all married.. wtf is wrong with US..we're hot and beautiful and all that stuff..i think the guys must have problems. :O Maybe there's a bout of erectile dysfunction going around and the guys are trying to hide it!

G'night

Friday, September 7, 2012

It is done..I got my blog transferred! VOILA

I AM HERE!

Anyway..Took a while but I think this will work bettter. Had a long day, got a headache so doubt will be doing much more but will try to work on the look of the blog. I really can't see my end of how the blog looks on your end..but whatever..hope it looks ok. Bahahhhahhahah

Kenna is hoping to come here a bit before halloween for a h-party. Should be da bomb, but I have no clue what will happen right now. LOL I guess decorate the patio barring we have no snow and boogie down with some booze and tunes? Get some hot male strippers to come over and snort coke with them? I don't know! Alls's on my mind right now is sell my bravada, get better vehicle, go to ren fest with money, and party my ass off then after for halloween. Anything else that happens around then is bonus.

ttyl peeps..
Paranormal chica

I hear this all the time...

WHAT WILL PEOPLE THINK OF YOU!
Translated "What will people think of ME"
If I LIKE something on FB having to do with gay rights or lgbt, OMG or if I talk about it around the dinner table mom is almost to the point of covering her ears and going lalalalalala I can't HEAR you! FUCK! I just can't win. I don't need to win them over. I like men. WTF. They don't have to worry about me switching teams..I just care about the other people's rights. And then they get all religious on me. Well I got searching the quotes in the bible, the leviticus quote is about what "PRIESTS SHOULD AND SHOULD NOT DO" not normal people. PRIESTS Should not lay with men or women. That is what it says. And anyway.this is what the ROMAN TRANSLATION IS! NOT THE ORIGINAL TEXT IS FROM THE WAY IT CAME DOWN FROM GOD TO MOSES! Give me a break folks. Just because you are all high and mighty about the way you believe, doesn't mean EVERYBODY has to be that way. I seriously can not believe God , MY GOD OF LOVE can say, NOPE, Joe here who really loves guys HAS to be with a woman. NO FREAKING Way. I just can't see it. But that's me. I guess I am a VERY SMALL MINORITY. NOT. IF I thought I was wrong, or in the minority I would stop liking the stuff, or if I thought people would THINK I was gay...I might be woried. But I'm not. :S So.. POG Mo Thoin!
And have a beautiful day!

Paranormal Chica

Thursday, September 6, 2012

What the hell, i'm famous!

With kids that is. HEHE

Was in Geo's today, putting up some cards to see if anyone has any ghosties. Deanna Lorious and her daughter Emily was in there, and Emily started talking to me about how I looked like a freshmen in hs.. "Yeah I get that a lot, I'm actually 34."

She says, "Oh", and she kinda stopped, and looked for a while at me like she'd seen a ghost.. then she says, "OMG YOU"RE HER!"

I said, "who.." Emily looked at me and said, really quietly, kind of like it was a secret "you're the ghost girl"

I smiled at her and laughed kinda softly and said, "you betcha". LOL Then I walked over to her mom, who is a good friend of mine, we don't talk a lot but she's a good friend, and so I visited with her a bit before I put the card up on the pegboard..then Emily exclaimed,

"OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD,  THEY ARE REAL!! I told you MOM, Ghosts do exist!" then i really laughed, Kids really believe.. It's what the adults lose out on when they grow up and get serious about life and lose their childish exuberance for life. Anyway, so I handed Emily a card, since I am her new Idol, lol, and she looked at it like it was GOLD. She thanked me reached her hand out to me shook it and said," Hello, I am Emily Lorious and I have a ghost in my house, We need your help! I need to book an appointment!"

I said, "Well, we'd have to have your mom book the appointment, since she owns the house!" But Deanna kind of tried to get her off the idea by mentioning that they were heading to Medora today. I smiled really big and said, Medora is great to visit. Deanna said she hadn't been there since she was 19, I said I was there a few years ago with a friend, and we had a lot of fun ghost hunting. Emily squealed and said, can we get a haunted room! I said the haunted hotel is really expensive..sorry. So I told her about the marquis chatou and they were both excited about going there.

Emily kept talking about haunting stuff, and I was ready to ske-dattle, so I said, if you are still interested in say, 10, 15 years...maybe you can join the group! "OH MY GOSH! WOW!! That would be so cool!" Knucks! LOL I rock. Left me on cloud nine for the rest of the day.

Anyway...still kinda looking for more members for the group. I asked a couple people..but :S nothing yet. :S

Good night..

I am...

The Paranormal Chica